@mnms4him YAY! Congrats! And freaking amazing bench, btw.
I completely 100% understand the post-meet blues, especially after deadlifts don't go well. I'm a very mental lifter too, and I had a deadlift meltdown at my first meet in June (I hit my first lift but missed my next two, when they were...
@dpbrock Thank you! Can I ask how "pale" (for lack of a better term) you are normally? I'm preeetty white at this point, so I'm a little hesitant to pick up anything that would be too dark.