@jackdcat Most of us mortals are not blessed with perfectly even fat distribution. At my leanest, you could see the striations in my shoulder muscles, I had visible veins all over my arms, you could count each rib, see the separations in my quads and I had visible abs - and I also had jiggly upper thighs and a squishy cellulite area right under my butt. It’s just where my body holds fat and even though I looked like a skeleton with muscles everywhere else, it was still squishy there. ¯_(ツ)_/¯
Very few people are blessed with that perfectly even fat distribution that we see on models - hell, even the models often don’t look like that in real life without posing, tanning, lighting, photoshop and maybe liposuction.
That being said, is it possible that you have a food intolerance which bloats you? I thought I was getting a belly from being menopausal; but it turned out I had some food intolerances that left me looking six months pregnant every time I ate anything.
It’s also possible you have a touch of body dysmorphia. Sometimes we focus on one area of our body so much that we convince ourselves it is hideous when in reality it is a very minor thing that no one else even notices.