Do you believe I'm natty? If you believe me, does that mean I have a shit physique? Should I work harder til you don't believe me....and then I'll know I'm finally a bodybuilder?
I think these questions are maybe rhetorical, but I sometimes feel there is no way to win as a natural bodybuilder. I can't get first place (been a bridesmaid 4 times) I can't get the impressed to believe I'm natty.
I sometimes don't know if there is a way to win in the public's eye. If I win or my physique is good, I used. If I lose...yeah, I should have used, I guess.
This article by Eric Helms really has me contemplative on the subject lately: Love Eric Helms' work!
http://www.alanaragonblog.com/2014/11/09/eric-helms-epic-article-on-natural-bodybuilding-potential/
Anyway. here I am. Turning 36 in 2 weeks: lifetime natty and damned proud of that. No hormone replacement of any kind ever. No pro-hormone (don't even know what that is), no T cream, never even seen or had an opportunity to get the harder crap. I don't know how people even get it. Not in my football days in my 20s, not now. But some will snicker and say "obviously" and other will snicker and say "yeah right." But I sleep mighty well at night, because I go as hard as I can and don't have the skeleton in my closet. I believe my physique is what it can be and will be what it can be on stage here soon. I've done nothing but go my hardest for the past 5 years after being a powerlifter through my 20s. Only thing that haunts me is that 1st place NPC trophy.
I'm competing again in 10 weeks. Gonna get that 1st place open class trophy and then I'm hanging up the tennis shoes. It's been a grueling but awesome ride.
To all my natty friends out there. I love you so much! To non natties, I don't disrespect your work, but you have my trophies. To any up and comer, you truly don't need it. Don't get sucked to believing it's the only way to get an amazing physique. Maybe not Arnold's, but amazing nonetheless.
Noo good way to end this...it's disjointed anyway. San Demas highschool football rules!
I think these questions are maybe rhetorical, but I sometimes feel there is no way to win as a natural bodybuilder. I can't get first place (been a bridesmaid 4 times) I can't get the impressed to believe I'm natty.
I sometimes don't know if there is a way to win in the public's eye. If I win or my physique is good, I used. If I lose...yeah, I should have used, I guess.
This article by Eric Helms really has me contemplative on the subject lately: Love Eric Helms' work!
http://www.alanaragonblog.com/2014/11/09/eric-helms-epic-article-on-natural-bodybuilding-potential/
Anyway. here I am. Turning 36 in 2 weeks: lifetime natty and damned proud of that. No hormone replacement of any kind ever. No pro-hormone (don't even know what that is), no T cream, never even seen or had an opportunity to get the harder crap. I don't know how people even get it. Not in my football days in my 20s, not now. But some will snicker and say "obviously" and other will snicker and say "yeah right." But I sleep mighty well at night, because I go as hard as I can and don't have the skeleton in my closet. I believe my physique is what it can be and will be what it can be on stage here soon. I've done nothing but go my hardest for the past 5 years after being a powerlifter through my 20s. Only thing that haunts me is that 1st place NPC trophy.
I'm competing again in 10 weeks. Gonna get that 1st place open class trophy and then I'm hanging up the tennis shoes. It's been a grueling but awesome ride.
To all my natty friends out there. I love you so much! To non natties, I don't disrespect your work, but you have my trophies. To any up and comer, you truly don't need it. Don't get sucked to believing it's the only way to get an amazing physique. Maybe not Arnold's, but amazing nonetheless.
Noo good way to end this...it's disjointed anyway. San Demas highschool football rules!