@anactualchildofgod Hey. Gentle reminder that recovery is a process and not a one time thing, since there are a couple orange flags in your post. At your stats, some coverage over your abs is probably a healthy thing!
Also, if you’re weight lifting it’s very possible for your TDEE to go up as you build muscle and as you try to put muscle on.
Have you checked in with your doctor, therapist, dietician or other members of your care team from when you were actively in recovery? I know it can be really scary, but lots of people in recovery are able to get into fitness in a healthy way, and I bet you’ll feel better if you get the support of your doctor and dietician to make sure you’re getting enough food and protein as you try to build muscle.
On a nutrition note, how much protein are you eating a day and from what sources? I’ve been doing some research into the bioavailability of different protein sources, including the role of lysine in absorbing protein, and started eating red meat again for the first time in years, and I have to say my energy levels and satiety were higher after a few strips of steak than after a full protein smoothie . YMMV of course though, all bodies are different!
Also, if you’re weight lifting it’s very possible for your TDEE to go up as you build muscle and as you try to put muscle on.
Have you checked in with your doctor, therapist, dietician or other members of your care team from when you were actively in recovery? I know it can be really scary, but lots of people in recovery are able to get into fitness in a healthy way, and I bet you’ll feel better if you get the support of your doctor and dietician to make sure you’re getting enough food and protein as you try to build muscle.
On a nutrition note, how much protein are you eating a day and from what sources? I’ve been doing some research into the bioavailability of different protein sources, including the role of lysine in absorbing protein, and started eating red meat again for the first time in years, and I have to say my energy levels and satiety were higher after a few strips of steak than after a full protein smoothie . YMMV of course though, all bodies are different!