@abusedrugtreatment i am, actually!!! i decided to go with a āfuck itā mentality since the beginning of march and i think thatās when actual progress began, haha. i was the exact same for like 9 months and i blame that on my diet of two (2) quest bars and a bag of baby carrots a day. squat went from 205 max to 265 in 3 months. wack.