@pell You have to exit your comfort zone and stop identifying with laziness.
“I completely hate exercise, that’s just who I am.” No, that isn’t who you are. Because you’re out of shape, you get exhausted while exercising, you don’t feel good while exercising, etc. It makes you uncomfortable.
That doesn’t matter. That doesn’t define who you are as a person, and the discomfort certainly isn’t gonna kill you. You don’t have to be comfortable. If you hold on to this idea that you
must stay in your comfort zone, then you will simply miss out on what life has to offer, because you’ll be too scared to do anything you aren’t confident in. This also means you’ll be too scared to get fit. So just exercise. If you hate every minute of it, then so be it. Just do it and ignore your discomfort. If you are consistent, it will quickly become very enjoyable. Remember you aren’t made to sit around all day, you have been
conditioned to hate exercise.
Just try to get out of your comfort zone day by day, with small steps. At the end of your shower, turn the water cold. Order something adventurous at a restaurant. Do something spontaneous. Talk to a stranger. It may seem insignificant, but small things like that seriously build confidence. Focus all your energy into loving yourself and being confident, that’s all that truly matters. With confidence and self love, you will actually
want to exercise. And meditate too, that’s really important. You got this! You’re a boss ass bitch, go get uncomfortable and get some shit done! Also congrats on your 17lb, it probably doesn’t seem like it now but that’s a ton of progress. You’re already taking steps in the right direction, i wish the best for you and your journey!