@cute_bhatti2004 Figure out a proper handstand form first. You want to imagine one straight line from your toes to your fingertips. Film yourself if you have to so you can see where you’re breaking your vertical line.
Most, if not all, of your control in a handstand will come down to your fingertips, the rest will be your core and a tiny bit of shoulder work. Your fingers should be actively gripping the ground. Imagine someone pulling a string from your bellybutton through to your back to keep your stomach tight. You want to have an active shoulder position - push up through them towards your ears.
Practice your handstand holds facing the wall - it’s going to be a much better position than facing away from the wall. When you kick up facing away from the wall - you’re practicing going straight past the vertical position and training yourself to not be able to find the correct position naturally. As for kicking up, you don’t need a massive forceful kick, your body is a lever and you can control more by just gently kicking to the position you’ve been practicing.
The tighter your handstand, the easier it is to control and move. You’ll feel safer and more secure. The steps will come naturally. The arch back-legs over shoulders-banana crap is not going to be a consistent, reliable position that you can control.