@porcelainrose I used to be like this. I started exercising in my early twenties as a way to deal with a severe bout of depression. The exercise really helped lift me put of that horrible place, but I did realize a few years later that I was getting really neurotic about it, and would get upset and anxious when I couldn’t exercise for a few days.
Through therapy I’ve learned that I was using exercise as a way to escape and avoid negative feelings. Obviously I don’t know your particular headspace, but it if you’re like me then you may be using exercise to make your negative emotions and stress ”go away”. What worked for me is learning to accept and be curious about my anxiety/stress/sadness/etc, instead of always trying to make it go away with exercise or other coping mechanisms.
Easier said than done, as it’s taken years of therapy, but next time that antsy stressed feeling comes up, try to just sit with it and accept it, instead of immediately trying to figure out how to get rid of it.
Through therapy I’ve learned that I was using exercise as a way to escape and avoid negative feelings. Obviously I don’t know your particular headspace, but it if you’re like me then you may be using exercise to make your negative emotions and stress ”go away”. What worked for me is learning to accept and be curious about my anxiety/stress/sadness/etc, instead of always trying to make it go away with exercise or other coping mechanisms.
Easier said than done, as it’s taken years of therapy, but next time that antsy stressed feeling comes up, try to just sit with it and accept it, instead of immediately trying to figure out how to get rid of it.