@heislove1980 Check out your natural stance. If your knee aren’t straight when standing naturally, I would advise just avoiding squats. Some people with wide hips have knee that go in some haves knees that go out making if difficult to preform a weight bearing squat. You don’t want to injure yourself.Make a video of you squatting and ask a pro on how you can improve if it’s that important to you.
@heislove1980 Get a trainer to coach your squats, so you have less uncertainty around them. You can do leg press, but they're not as effective or beneficial as squats.
It's investing in a skill for life. All the movements that require squatting, and actual squatting weight lifting.
And it's a mindset thing- don't avoid things because you aren't sure about how to do them. Get help!