Just wanting to get some advice here because I don’t understand why I’m struggling so much with this. Barbell back squats. Been doing them for 2+ years now, and within that time period I’ve had a coach help me with form for about 2 months and in that time I’ve managed to go up to about 80kg x 8 reps in one set. But since I started practising them myself I always could not get much heavier than that, at least not for long. I think when I was on a mass gain phase I managed to do 95kg x 5 reps, but my form isn’t great all the time and I really struggle to hit depth (past parallel).
Other than that if I go on vacation or get sick I always regress on my squat and have to spend time getting it back and it’s so frustrating. Aside from that the thought of having to do squats always make me anxious because I never am sure if I can replicate my performance from last training time and I end up filled with dread when I have the bar on my back and feel how heavy it is. This is worse when I’m on weight loss periods and could definitely feel myself getting weaker.
Meanwhile I see people online being able to squat ass to grass like no problem and with impressive weights and it just makes me feel worse about myself.
All this is making me really hate squats and I don’t look forward to any gym sessions with them. But I don’t want to get rid of them completely because they’re such a useful exercise. How can I resolve this and learn to love squats again?
Thanks so much
Edit: I should mention that at the moment I’m squatting at 75kg x 5 right now (I’ve just recovered from an illness that put me out of the gym for 2 weeks and surprise surprise my squat has regressed again) and I’m trying to build it back up once again. I’m just sick of spinning my wheels and never being able to hit my PR for a long time. Also I’m 28years old if that’s relevant at all.
Other than that if I go on vacation or get sick I always regress on my squat and have to spend time getting it back and it’s so frustrating. Aside from that the thought of having to do squats always make me anxious because I never am sure if I can replicate my performance from last training time and I end up filled with dread when I have the bar on my back and feel how heavy it is. This is worse when I’m on weight loss periods and could definitely feel myself getting weaker.
Meanwhile I see people online being able to squat ass to grass like no problem and with impressive weights and it just makes me feel worse about myself.
All this is making me really hate squats and I don’t look forward to any gym sessions with them. But I don’t want to get rid of them completely because they’re such a useful exercise. How can I resolve this and learn to love squats again?
Thanks so much
Edit: I should mention that at the moment I’m squatting at 75kg x 5 right now (I’ve just recovered from an illness that put me out of the gym for 2 weeks and surprise surprise my squat has regressed again) and I’m trying to build it back up once again. I’m just sick of spinning my wheels and never being able to hit my PR for a long time. Also I’m 28years old if that’s relevant at all.