@whitehorse I personally trained “the crying girl”, and now that I’m too busy to commit to training someone we still workout together
also, reallllllly no one is thinking anything about you finishing last. When I was going to classes more, if there was someone new who was moving slower and I finished earlier, I’d drop to a lighter weight and start doing reps at about the same pace as them or keep going at just a slow, steady pace until they finished. If being last bothers you that much (it’s ok if it does) you could ask one of the faster athletes if they wouldn’t mind finishing with you.
I’ve also been cried two different years doing the Open, when I was going to be by myself during Friday night lights doing a new movement that scared me (wall walk, amirite?) and one year when I attempted a overhead squat weight I could only do one rep at a time of and couldn’t snatch. With everyone watching and cheering I had to clean the bar, push press it to my back so I could adjust my grip, pop it over head, STRUGGLE through one squat, drop the bar and start all over. Thankfully they stopped charring after the first 4 or 5 and I could just focus on doing that stupid lift over and over